There she was. I haven't seen her since high school yet I couldn't find the words to say. Would she recognize me? Could she hear me? I often wondered these things since the dreams started back up again. I can't make them out too much these days. They are mostly blurry images of people saying things that I just can't make out. I feel the sense that I am spinning and can smell the strong scent of flowers and then mostly I wake up.
I hear him but can't see him. I wonder if he has the same dreams at night. My husband left years ago and I have been alone since but keep having these dreams with another man. Maybe that's why my husband left in the first place. He thought I was having temptations to leave him. Having these crazy dreams about another man. That's not what happened. I sat up and screamed out "Marcus!!!" one night and it has been rough between us ever since. I tried to convince him it meant nothing however, it was not working. I think it was just an excuse for him to leave. I had the feeling he felt out of love with me a long time ago.
Ever since I was little I could hear them. Family members just didn't understand and my mom was the only one that got it. I saw the dreams, understood messages from loved ones that passed, and was able to relay those messages to others. This time though the dreams were not different each time, they were the same. The same guy, same flowerly smell, and same blurry people.
To be continued.....
